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I take it from the past and from a stronger feeling I feel most have—
I link together my past and my future in a way that is only beautiful—
I am scared of being restricted so I don't leave it on over night—
I have different ones because I'm not alw...
July 3rd, 2017.
I’m in Barnes and Noble right now. I smoked before driving here. It was a pretty big bowl. I don’t normally smoke huge bowls in my pipe alone. I felt very weird and off still, but just a tiny bit! My mom cooked eggs for me this mor...
I start at home.
I make sure to spray off all over my body before going out at night or else mosquitoes will attack me (also I’m low-key allergic to bug bites).
I run as fast as I can to the park while listening to a song that pumps me up, and that I...
Someone’s bio on a gay dating app:
Height, weight, proportionate.
To be or not to be.
What for? Sex? To be on each other’s levels?
To be attracted to the taller or shor...
You wake up everyday wanting more but you are not doing anything.
You search for the most memorable moments that should not come from searching.
You want what you see.
You crave to feel alive.
You want to feel like everything in your life is goin...
Day, at a park. He was always cold, even when it was seventy five degrees. He always wore a huge cart hart jacket, and a ball cap hat that cast a shadow over his face.
Prettier at night.
Prettier at night.
Night, he wore very little, but only beca...
I feel most insecure about new relationships. Do I have anything that relates to this person? Am I good enough for this person? Will we be on the same page?
Social interaction will either lead to nothing or something but taking the chance will make yo...
This is an account of a dream I had the night of February 26th, 2017.
I was in my room relaxing. The night seemed very dark. No one was around in my house for some reason. I looked out the window at the sky, it was very dark and cloudy.
Out of nowh...
I often find myself comparing myself to other people in a way that is very unhealthy.
I compare my face, my skin, my clothes, even my personality.
The hardest thing to do is to just relax and let go of feelings or thoughts that you have gathered up ...
So I smoked right now. IT’S 1:17AM.
Today I felt shitty so much, I cried all day. I was anxious for every little thing in my life. I thought about myself, relationships, money, goals, in future tense.
I contemplated suicide in a parking lot near tar...